We sat with our feet dangling in the lake as someone who looked like Jesus came across the shimmering water in a small boat at sunset. We were flooded with emotion and hope as we sang together. A group of high school kids from various Christian churches across Texas, seeking a deeper connection to God and each other. From 5th grade, as a camper, and all through college, when I served as a counselor, summer camp was my happy place. If my mom had allowed it, I would have gone to camp every single week (sometimes I wrangled four!). It was at summer camp that I have my first vivid memory of offering my whole self to God. The campfire was crackling, and the spirit compelled me to walk forward with my best friend Marian. We have forever since shared a deep bond centered in Christ’s claim.

I called Marian the day we heard the news about the horrific floods that robbed so many innocent victims of their lives. “Is everyone in your family safe?” I asked her. Because many of her relatives live in the areas in and around Kerrville, and she lives about an hour away. “Yes,” she said, “but it is a very bad day.” Since that day, the news has only gotten worse. So many lives lost and so many unaccounted for. Unfathomable pain for hundreds of families and thousands of loved ones. Where do we find God in the pain?

I have read articles that suggest God needed these people in heaven. I cannot attribute the loss of life to God. Rather, I see God in the rescue workers who rushed to the scene and saved lives. I see God in the girls who drove away from the camp in a rescue bus, singing their beloved song “Pass it on,” which revels in the love of God found in friendship and nature. I see God in all who are supporting the grieving families. I see God in those civic leaders seeking ways to make life safer for all of God’s people. And in myself, I feel a longing for camp – everywhere – to be that sacred place where children and youth discover the joy of their faith and the support of a loving community. At camp, we can discover who God calls us to be in this world. I know God still calls and claims us for life, for blessing, for community, and service.

Grace and Peace,
Carla